you all can kill.

because i have been horrible.
and have not posted anything for you guys.
i'm really sorry.
truely.

BUT.

you might now want to kill me because guess what.
i have more for everyone!
go ahead and freak out.
there will hopefully be more coming.

BUT.

not until after sunday.
because tomorrow is thanksgiving.
and then i'm leaving for the beach friday and won't be back till late sunday night.
so yeah.
enjoy.

Five.
Even if she didn't hate me forever for all of this, then I would consider my kidnapping her from a party successful. But there was something inside me, telling me she still wasn't safe yet.
Not here. She won't be safe here either. Home. Take her home.
Kate turned away from me once again and stepped out of the car when I grabbed her arm again. This time she spoke up.
"Jason, what are you doing?"
What was I suppose to say? Oh, I don't know. Just basically trying to rul over your life. Yeah. That wasn't going to fly.
"Um. Kate. I don't think you should go home. Go next door. To my house. And then when I bring Kelly back you can go back to your house."
She looked at me as if I was speaking spanish. Which of course I could speak very well but I was clearly speaking english to the girl.
"You want me to go to your house?"
No, I want you to jump off a cliff.
"Yes. My parents are out of town and all my siblings are at friend's house. Here is a key," I dug into my pocket to hand it over to her, "Just go inside. Make yourself at home. And please lock all the doors once you are inside."
Kate looked at me for another few seconds. Finally, it seemed she gave up on trying to figure me out and just did what I said. I watched as she crossed the lawn and made her way to my house. I didn't pull away until I could see that she was safely inside and the door was locked.
Then I took off. Back to the dreadful party. Once I pulled up to the house I began my search for Kelly. I covered all the basic places and couldn't find her anywhere. I then came to the conclusion that Kelly was probably upstairs in one of the bedrooms. Oh why must I do this? Wasn't it bad enough that I was even at a party like this, did I have to barge in on Kelly as well while she was, well, with a guy.
I made my way upstairs and started opening doors to all the bedrooms. Nothing. She apparently had better judgement then I thought. Even though she did leave Kate and that wasn't a smart thing to do.
*BANG*
Oh no. Please, don't tell me that is what I think it was.
"AHHH!"
"SOME ONE CALL 911 BEFORE SHE DIES!"
"WHO BROUGHT A GUN?"
"WHY HER?"
Don't you hate it when there is a crowd and you can't get through? I know I do. I finally got close enough to whoever it was that was shot and once I saw the body all the blood drained from my face.
Kelly Nicole.
No. No. NO!
What?
How did this happen?
Kate was going to be the one who got shot, how did it end up being Kelly? No one was suppose to be killed.
"Dude, I can't feel her pulse."
"The paramedics are here. Everyone move!"
Two men in white uniforms made their way to Kelly. The first one started to get a stretcher ready while the other leaned over Kelly to examine her. He tried to feel for her pulse but it was clear on his face that Kelly was gone. Whoever it was that shot her, had very good aim.


Waiting around in a house you don't know, for a person you hardly know, to come back with your best friend, is rather nerve racking.
First, I decided to pace and think. Then I got tired of moving around the floor and was beginning to get dizzy so I sat on the couch to think. Till then my head started hurting from thinking so much, I just layed down and turned on the TV. There was suppose to be a new episode of Just You and Me on tonight, which happened to be my favorite soap.
Half way through the show I finally heard a car pull up in the driveway. I sprang to my feet and straight for the door, stumbling the whole way. Shoving the door out of my way I realized something. Jason didn't have Kelly with him.
Maybe he took her home or she was already heading over to my house. I looked next door to my yard and saw no one making their way to my house. I glanced back at Jason. He looked deeply troubled by something and I didn't know what to say but I had to know where Kelly was. She was my best friend after all.
"Jason?"
He looked up at me with one of the saddest looks on his face I had ever seen on anyone's face. Nearly in tears, he came up the steps and put his hands on my shoulders.
"What's wrong? Please, tell me."
He took a deep breath and finally spoke.
"She's gone, Kate. Kelly's gone."
Gone? What did he mean gone?
"W-w-what?"
"Some one shot her. At the party. Straight in the heart."
Right then, everything I ever knew, everything I ever thought, drifted from me. As if I was empty and had no more reason to live. Everything got black and I could feel myself falling to the ground.

lately....

so i've been horrible i know...
and it's excuse time!
so.
thursday night-i had to write an article for my journalism class friday that i had complete forgotten about so i didn't get to write more...
and then last night...
well i got home at like 10 and the juices just weren't flowing...

so i'm having what we call a writer's block.
i'm gonna try my hardest to get more done soon!
probably tomorrow...
or the next day...
or the next...

okay you will have some soon!
i just can't make any promises...
sorry =[[

but i still love you guys to death!
and yall are amazing!
and thank you thank you thank you for reading everything i write!
chow for now!

bekah♥

Five...

is a work in progress.
See.
I wrote it out.
and then realized I didn't like it.
So.
I have to mess with it again.
But I don't really have time to right now.
So I will do that tomorrow!
goodnight guys!

Four. [full]

My biggest pet peeve. Or really the thing that just really makes me mad.
When you go to a party with your best friend, and she ditches you.
Okay, so yes, I already knew that Kelly was prone to do that to me. Alot. But still, it just gets to me. I don't know what it is. Guess growing up and being taught to be polite and sweet really messes with you when people act otherwise. So here is how it all went down.
After I got back from my akward encounter with Jason Carter, the dreamy boy next door, the rest of the afternoon went as planned. We swam, we chilled, we got ready, we left. Notice the 'WE'. But, no at the party is where we were again Kate and Kelly. So I went in search for something to drink while Kelly said she was going to be over by the DJ requesting a song. The drinks don't take long and I'm back in the living room where the furinture was moved away so people could dance, but there is no Kelly in sight. And I haven't seen her since. So much for sticking with each other. Anyways, now I'm stuck by the punch bowl, standing against the wall, as if all this is some stupid highschool dance and I was the loser who showed up without a date. Grand, isn't it?
Realizing how lame I probably looked I decided to mingle. Besides, Kelly wasn't my only friend. I mean, there were all my girls on the cheerleading team and the soccer team. I could catch up with the student council members. Maybe even say hey to a few of my friends from French Club. Leaving the living room I found myself in a quiter room where people were all just talking. No one I knew in there.
I tried the kitchen and dinning room and there was apparently a keg brought in for the party. Great. I was going to have to leave soon if people were going to start drinking. Outside by the pool was my next stop.
There were tons of people at this party. I had never realized it either. Outside there was another dance floor and DJ off in the corner and then just a bunch of random people standing around, hanging out. I spotted Jeff, a guy I had known since 6th grade and was my best friend. Well, guy wise. He was standing off to the side by a fence and looked as if he was thinking about something. As I made my aproach his eyes turned toward me and widen a little. But at this same moment I felt a hand slightly touch my shoulder. The grip became frim as I tired to brush it off. And then I was grabbed. Mom did always say to stay away from shadows. So much for actually using that advice now.
Back to the person who grabbed me.
It was clearly a guy, even though I wasn't completely sure of it. I was about 99.9% sure at the time. The person wasn't that big, but bigger than me. His grib on my was firm and getting a little too warm for comfort. Feeling a little scared now I gathered some air in my lungs to scream for help but my kidnapper must of noticed because a hand flew over my mouth.
Now, mind you this really was only a second long. Maybe two. So I wasn't letting myself be dragged off then thought I should scream. Just so you guys know. I'm not completely retarded.
Then a voice I recongized barely spoke in my ear.
"Kate, we need to get you out of here now."
The voice was gentle and very beautiful. Could it be? How would he know? There was no way on this green earth it would be Jason Carter whispering in my ear.
Panic flew through me. Was this guy stocking me now or something? How? Why? All these questions started forming in my head and would be unleashed the moment he removed his hand. Speaking of his hands, that were at the moment covering my mouth while the other had my held around the waist, while he moved around the back wall of the outside towards a gate, his hands were still warm. And getting warmer by the minute.
Once we finally reached the gate, he kicked the door opened and kept pulling me along with him towards a cheery red 300Z waiting for us on the sidewalk. What about my car? And Kelly? Reaching the car he finally let me go. Now was my time to speak.
"What on-"
"Please, Kate, if you are smart, then you will just get in the car now and let me take you home. I'll get your car back to you once you are safe and see what I can do about Kelly."
With that said, I had no choice. I could be rude and say no, but since I wasn't really like that, I just gave up and got in the car. He drove me home in silence and I let myself out of the car once he was infront of my house. As I was pushing open the door a hand touched mine. Even though I knew who it was, it still shocked me. I turned and looked back at Jason's face. He seemed concerned, and there was something else I saw on his face.
Trust.
Jason Carter would return my friend safe and sound to me.
I just knew it.

Four. [preview]

here's a little bit of chapter four.
okay.
so you guys can all bite my head off later.
I got distracted by something on my computer and then realized I still had a chapter to write.
BUT!
I wasn't going to leave you guys with NOTHING!
so here is a short preview.
the rest of chapter four and five will be online TOMORROW!
I PROMISE!
well. okay. nvm. I'll try.
that's better.

so yeah. ENJOY!




My biggest pet peeve. Or really the thing that just really makes me mad.
When you go to a party with your best friend, and she ditches you.
Okay, so yes, I already knew that Kelly was prone to do that to me. Alot. But still, it just gets to me. I don't know what it is. Guess growing up and being taught to be polite and sweet really messes with you when people act otherwise. So here is how it all went down.
After I got back from my akward encounter with Jason Carter, the dreamy boy next door, the rest of the afternoon went as planned. We swam, we chilled, we got ready, we left. Notice the 'WE'. But, no at the party is where we were again Kate and Kelly. So I went in search for something to drink while Kelly said she was going to be over by the DJ requesting a song. The drinks don't take long and I'm back in the living room where the furinture was moved away so people could dance, but there is no Kelly in sight. And I haven't seen her since. So much for sticking with each other. Anyways, now I'm stuck by the punch bowl, standing against the wall, as if all this is some stupid highschool dance and I was the loser who showed up without a date. Grand, isn't it?
Realizing how lame I probably looked I decided to mingle. Besides, Kelly wasn't my only friend. I mean, there were all my girls on the cheerleading team and the soccer team. I could catch up with the student council members. Maybe even say hey to a few of my friends from French Club. Leaving the living room I found myself in a quiter room where people were all just talking. No one I knew in there.
I tried the kitchen and dinning room and there was apparently a keg brought in for the party. Great. I was going to have to leave soon if people were going to start drinking. Outside by the pool was my next stop.
There were tons of people at this party. I had never realized it either. Outside there was another dance floor and DJ off in the corner and then just a bunch of random people standing around, hanging out. I spotted Jeff, a guy I had known since 6th grade and was my best friend. Well, guy wise. He was standing off to the side by a fence and looked as if he was thinking about something. As I made my aproach his eyes turned toward me and widen a little. But at this same moment I felt a hand slightly touch my shoulder. The grip became frim as I tired to brush it off. And then I was grabbed. Mom did always say to stay away from shadows. So much for actually using that advice now.

[side note to chapter three]

okay.
there is a character change in the middle.
you will notice by the big space in the middle of the chapter.
yes that indicates that there is a new person speaking.
just so every one is clear.
i know i probably said something like this is all going to be from Kate's point of view.
well i wanted to mix it up a little.
add some spice.
and everything nice!

hehe=]]
gotta love those powerpuff girls!
okay.
i'm off to bed before i die.
or bring up anything else that is embarrassing.

goodnight everyone!

Three.

Well, I officially have proof that no one in my family tells me what's going on any more. Yeah, the guy that I nearly hit was my new neighbor. Great way to say welcome, eh? Luckly he wasn't too upset about it though.
Anyways. His name is Jason Carter. Kelly, of course, freaked out because the guy is way cute. I mean, he was cute, but nothing to grand. So, his family apparently just moved here to Califorina and he'll be going to my school next year. And of course, my mother wanted me to rush over to his house, after I got home, to apoligize and invite him to the party tonight.
Can you say embarrassing?
Seriously.
So, there I was, after I got Kelly her strawberry-kiwi sweet tea and left her outside to tan, I was standing outside Jason's house, on his front porch, knocking on his door. Jason didn't come to the door though, his mom did. Perfect. The following conversation went like this.
"Um. Hi, Mrs. Carter. Is Jason in?"
"Hello. He is. May I ask who is calling for him?"
"Um. Well. He doesn't actually know my name. But can you just tell him the girl who almost hit him would like to talk to him?"
Then she looked at me as if I was crazy. Which I was beginning to think I was.
"Sure. One moment."
She closed the door slightly and there was some noise from inside the house. Then the door opened again except it was Jason standing there. I had never noticed, well in our short encounter, that he had the most beautiful blue eyes on earth. They complemented his dark brown hair and light tan very nicely, which was another thing I noticed. He looked at me for a moment as well, probably trying to figure out what I was doing there, on his front porch, and then I realized he was waiting for me to speak.
"Oh. Hi. Sorry. Um. Well, my name is Kathren Lancer, I'm your next door neighbor."
"Hi Kathren. Well. I'm Jason, but you already seem to know that."
His voice was like an angel. So beautiful.
"Yeah. My mom told me. Look, I'm really really sorry about nearly running you over earlier. I wasn't paying attention, which is a really bad thing to do when you're driving, but my friend had gotten me so like in-tuned with the conversation, you know? Anyways, yeah, so I'm really sorry."
He laughed a little. Probably because I was making a complete fool of myself by talking to much. Its what happens when I'm nervous.
"No problem, Kathren."
"Kate. I liked to be called Kate."
"Kate then. Well I have alot of unpacking to do. And really, it's no problem. I too should have been looking where I was going instead of having my head up in the clouds."
"Right then. Well I guess I'll see you around."
I started to turn but then I remembered the party. So I turned back around nearly running into him. Apparently he was headed outside as well. I started to fall back from running into him when he grabbed my waist and pulled me close so I wouldn't fall. For a moment we just stood there, so close to one another, and both in shock by the situation. Jason was the first to speak.
"Sorry," he quickly let go of me and took a step back, "Did you want to say something else."
"What?" I had completely lost my train of thought. He had been so close. I now knew what Kelly had meant about him being so cute. But he was beyond cute.
"You had turned back around, hence our collision."
"Right," the party came back to my mind, "Well, it's just that, okay my mom said you were going to be a senior in highschool next year, is that right?"
"That is correct." He had a small smile on his face.
"Well, there is a party tonight. For all the people who will be seniors next year. And me and my friend Kelly were going to go. So I was going to ask if you would like to come with us, to meet people, you know?"
He stood there and thought about it for a minute.
"I'll have to pass, Kate. I have alot of unpacking to do. Maybe another time."
And with that said I took my leave.
"Well, okay, see ya."
"Yeah, see ya around."
That went completely and utterly horrible. I walked down his steps and headed back over to my house. Once I reached the backyard of my own house, after getting myself a drink and changed my clothes, Kelly wanted to know all about what happened. So I told her. Well not everything, I left out my clumsiness of running into for the second time that day. That moment just seemed private to me. Something I wanted to keep for myself.


Kathren Lancer.
My new next door neighbor. Kind of cute, I guess. But I can't think of her that way. She is after all, just another girl. Besides I came here not to find a lover, but to free myself from the bonds of my father, controlled by the second-in-command officer, Linus Phillip, but that is another story for another day. No I am here to be free, and must put this girl out of my mind.
But oh the feeling of touching her. I could still feel her warm skin upon my hands. Almost like it feels after fire comes from my hands. That warm and comfortable feeling. I mean, the burning you feel while the fire is being released is horrible, luckly we heal quickly, but that warm sensation that comes off your hands after the burning has passed. It almost made me wonder if I had burned her or she me with the way my hands felt. Whatever it was, it was amazing.
BUT.
I shouldn't think of it again. Besides, the danger I would put the girl in from liking her, well it would be far worse then the danger she almost put me in today. So, that settles it, I must not think of her as anything more than a friend. Probably nothing more than a friend either. An acquaintance would work. Maybe not. Oh the danger I could put that poor girl in. But I can't just ignore her. It would be rude, and so unlike my people. If only I hadn't felt her in my arms then maybe this would be easier to decide.
I walked back into the house with yet another box of books. I swear this family reads as if there is no tomorrow.
"Jason."
The name flew by my ear before I realized I was being spoken to. I was going to have to get use to being called Jason now seeing that my true name would not be used. I finally turned after setting the box of books down to see my new mother for the time being.
"Yes Shannon? Is everything alright?"
Shannon, or Mrs. Carter, use to be one of my people, just like her husband, but when they both left the island after being banned, their powers left them, and they were just like humans. That was something I had wished to happen to me when I left, but of course another wonder to my birth, I couldn't loose my powers. Would the nightmare never end?
"Everything is fine, Jason. I mean, Tristan. I guess we can call you Tristan in the house."
"I'd rather you not. My people have very good ears. Besides, I need to get use to being called Jason. Might as well practice this summer."
"Well, if that is what you would like. Are all the boxes brought in yet?"
As fast as I could, I ran to the moving truck and grabbed all the boxes I could, brought them in the house and returned for more. Of course I did this rather fast that not even a full second past once all the boxes were in.
"They are now."
"Tri-Jason! I wish you wouldn't do that. What if someone saw you?"
Shannon seemed upset. But then she just shook her head and walked out of the room with a smile. Silly Shannon. No one would be able to see that. It was as if I had stopped time all together to the humans. I looked back around me to all the boxes I had brought in and found the small pile of the ones that said 'Jason' on them in the corner. At human pace, I took the boxes upstairs to what would be my new domain and began to unpack all the clothes, music, and even my own collection of books.
While I was listening to one of my favorite CD's, the girl's, Kate, face came back to my mind. She was so beautiful. And for some reason, was still on my mind. And that is when it happened. The strangest thing ever. A voice came in my head.
She needs you. She needs help. She's in trouble.
Apparently that party was getting wilder by the minute.



[okay guys. its late. and i'm still sick! so chapter four is going to have to wait for tomorrow. I'M SORRY! hey, maybe if you guys are luckly you might get a snip of chapter five as well....wouldn't that be awesome? of course it would! ANYWHO! i must sleep now! goodnight one and all!]

hehe =]] sorry... Three.&.Four

okay so...yesterday...
i seriously felt AWFUL!
like OMG! i was so sick it was horrible!
and i'm still sick.
ugh.
so yeah. that is my excuse for no post yesterday.

BUT!
because i was a horrible person to you guys.
TOMORROW!
i will be posting THREE && FOUR!
so..
yeah double the pleasure right?
hehe =]]

i would be posting those chapters like today BUT.
my brother got here today.
so i was sort of busy.
and didn't get finished writing them.
yeah.
so TOMORROW!
big day!

Two.

Kelly was of course easy to find. Standing next to her ex-boyfriend, as of 4th period, probably giving him a piece of her mind.
"And don't you think about even trying to beg, Brian. I know what you'll do, you do it every time we break up. Try to do something sweet and thoughtful so I'll just fall into your arms like jello. Well not this time buddy. You can just forget about me and go find yourself a new girlfriend."
That's my Kelly. Always telling the guys off. She did though set herself a new record this year. She is currently standing at six different boyfriends and thirteen break ups, eight of those strickly only dealing with Brian Banks, the guy she has been on the rocks with for about five months and apparently is no longer going to ever speak with him again. And of course, Brian is crushed, just like he was the last eight break up they went through. Oh yes, Kelly was always the one doing the break ups; but, she is always the one who says yes and gets back together with him. Basically what I like to say in the Kelly and Brian relationship is, we took the two most dramatic and crazy people in the whole highschool, and watched as they tried to make a relationship out of it. And of course, it failed.
"Kate! Finally, I found you."
Kelly was walking away from a very sad Brian Banks and was headed my way. We had spent the whole week before this planning out out first day of summer. First we were going to head to my house to take a dip in the pool and just relax. Then at about 4:00 we would head inside and get ready for Jennifer Meyer's Senior Party. Tradition at my school is simple. The last day of your junior year, which so happens is today, the richest kid, being Jennifer Meyer, would throw a huge party for the entire new senior class. It was of course a must go to. And finally our year had come that Kelly and I would finally be able to experience the amazing power of being SENIORS!
"Okay Kate, I need a strawberry-kiwi sweet tea once we get to your hourse. I can already feel the headache from this last break-up with Brian. And I swear, if he calls me or tries to get back together with me, I'll scream. I will. I promise. You don't believe. Well you should."
"Don't worry, Kell, I believe you. Come on," I grabbed her arm and headed for the front doors so we could leave, "Don't worry, I'll drive too. Not like I wouldn't drive anyways, seeing that you did come with me to school this morning, again."
"Oh the beauty of living next door to each other. Can you believe it, that we are finally SENIORS!"
"No, but I'm sure I'm about to hear a speech about how you feel on being a senior."
"Oh Kate, don't even get me started..."
And she was off. On another one of her rampages, which she conducted often. Even had her own blog online strickly for all her rampages. I will admit though, some are pretty funny. While some are reaching the over dramatic phase. But of course, Kelly will always be my best friend. We've come and gone way to far to just stop now.
While Kelly was going off on one of her many top ten list about being a senior, I was pulling her around the school towards the parking lot. Once we finally reached my car, she was off on a list of reasons why she will never date Brian Banks ever again. Thankfully, our school, Johnson Allen Prep Acadmey, wasn't very far from my house, so this list wasn't going to be too long. I was turning onto my street when Kelly finally started bursting into tears.
"Kate, it's just, we have been through so much. But I can't take it anymore," she sniffed, "And he'll probably be at the party tonight with a new girlfriend. What am I going to do?"
I turned my head to look at her and realized that it wasn't just tears coming out of her eyes. Kelly was in full on bawling mood.
"Kell, oh come on honey, don't start with the tears. You know I can't handle that. Besides, Brian Banks is a loser. You are way too good for him..."
"KATE!"
(What happened next shouldn't be held against me or my driving and please don't scream when you find out that I, well, nearly hit someone. A guy actually.)

One.

Don't you hate it when the teacher stands in front of the class and talks about things that don't even relate to the class? Well that pretty much sums up my teacher.
Mr. James W. Caldwell.
He is suppose to be our biology teacher but he tends to stray away from that topic. He's been doing this all year. Preferring to talk about money and the stocks instead of bugs and plants. It's whatever to me though. As long as he doesn't test us on any of it. But good ole Mr. Caldwell is also one of those teachers who likes to teach until the bell actually rings, freaking everyone out, and making Billy Harris scream every day, seven times a day. You would think that after three years the guy would be use to it by now. But now I'm sure that when the bell rings in five minutes indicating that school is officially out for the summer, he will scream. Whether in excitement or just because its normal, who knows?
That's right, summer is beginning in about four minutes now. I can not wait. See my best friend, Kelly, and I have the whole summer planned. Movie trips, mall time, tanning, swimming in my pool, and of course Kelly is looking for some summer love. When and if she finds it, I'll let you know.
Kelly has been my best friend for years now. We met back in 2nd grade, Mrs. Heltonson's class. Kelly told me that my name was too long and she would have to just call me Kate for the rest of my life. I was down with that. And since then we had always been best friends. Helping each other when our time came. Being there for each other through the heart breaks and make up. And just being there, so you know you always have someone to trust.
Well the bell is now suppose to ring in about thirty seconds so I better cover my ears before the screaming begins.
Ring! Ring! Ring!
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
"Thank you, Mr. Harris. Alright class, you may leave now, and enjoy your summer vacation."
Mr. Caldwell has a way of always being very formal about everything. Oh well. I'm free. Finally free. And this summer is going to be the best summer yet.




[so. first chapter. is was also kind of like a prequel to the book. kind of like an opener i guess. anyways. enjoy && i'll see you tomorrow for chapter two!]

wow! yet another NEW STORY!

okay guys!

so...
basically...
I'm writing another story...
I PROMISE I'M STICKING WITH THIS ONE THOUGH!
okay...
so you'll find that these chapters are ALOT shorter...
but that means i'll be able to post a chapter a day...
so everyone is happy right?
okay!

so also...
this story may seem out there...
cause its a tad on the fanasty side...
but trust me...
you will love it!
well okay i hope you do!
=]]

anyways! hope you like it!
and i promise promise promise to keep up with this thing!
if i don't post a chapter
i'll leave an update or something so you guys have something to read each day!

so is everyone happy now?
okay!
well this is bekah.
peace out.